Final Rehearsal

We have just finished the final rehearsal for Saturday's concert, I'm worried, worried that I have put too much music in the programme, worried that we haven't prepared enough, worried that some players will be sight reading on the stand, worried that I will let the band down, worried that I will get found out - look he's not a proper conductor, what's he doing there - or in other words just plain worried. I shouldn't be, every thing's been done that can be done, and there's no point in worrying about the things that can't be done. The band did well tonight almost despite me wanting to rehearse everything, I'm sure it will go well, but I can't help worrying. If I carry on like this I'll be a nervous wreck by Saturday night, but knowing what I'm like, once we get started I'll be OK and will start to enjoy the experience, in the mean time I think I shall just try a combination of trying to keep myself busy, and sleeping.